Monday, December 20, 2010

Word of heart speak.


 Just some thoughts from my heart to yours!

Christ-- as I prepare for Christmas, may I seek to know you better, and make you better known. May I love you more deeply. May I continue to decrease so that you might increase. May I feel your holy presence, love like you and this Christmas season, catch even a glimpse of your call for my life. Thank you, wonderful Creator, for your endless love, and for your lesson in humility by the Incarnation. Thank you to the Blessed Mother for her resounding YES in your will and your plan for the salvation of mankind. Thank you for another moment to praise you, to share you, to be still with you. May I remember Christmas has nothing to do with presents, but all to do with PRESENCE! Amen...

God bless you and yours this wonderful time of year!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

You are my Mary

Never have I thought that any four words could be so powerful until one of my teens shed tears as she uttered: "You are my Mary." I almost wondered if she was mistaken...if she might have meant to look at someone else, or if she meant to say another name, like, Jan--a crazy nut from the Brady Bunch. But, no, the reality was she was looking right at me..staring not just at my face and into my eyes, but directly into my soul, touching the depths like only those words could do as she compared me to her idea of the Blessed Mother.

I certainly don't share this out of pride and boastfulness. I share it out of humility and out of love. You see, I was putting on  a retreat for my high schoolers this past weekend at the beach. It's a retreat that follows the entire life of Christ, from the annunciation to the resurrection. How can you even begin to share that journey without talking about Mary's "YES" in the grand scheme of things? And for those of you unfamiliar with my journey, the Blessed Mother and I have a very special relationship. She has helped to revive my heart and renew my soul by drawing me nearer to Christ. All things Mary point right back to Christ and I just love her for that! Since my own personal transformation and redemption I have always sought to be first like Christ, but, admittedly so, also, like Mary and Elizabeth. Mary was so quick to say YES to God's will for her, and she was also quick to carry Christ to others (very literally since he was in her womb) as she traveled to see her relative Elizabeth. Elizabeth quickly recognized Christ in her when she arrived. These are two things that I strive to do on a daily, heck a minutely basis! First to be so eager to carry Christ to others, but also to be so enthusiastic and quick to recognize him in others.

When my teen told me that I am her Mary, I in essence took it as her saying she believes I am carrying Christ to others. That is my goal in life. I desire to serve God, to let His will be done unto me, and to ultimately bring Christ to every person I encounter along the way. I guess for the sake of what I am saying here, this teen was then my Elizabeth, who was so faithful and so quick to recognize Christ in others. We have so much to learn from one another! May we go out each day, with Christ on our minds, our hearts and our lips...as we strive eagerly to be a Mary and an Elizabeth to those around us. Who will you be today?

Again, I share this out of humility and love, as I remember that I am called daily to pick up my cross, whether in jeopardy of persecution or not, and share our amazing Savior with all those I meet, but even more importantly for me at times, to recognize him in others. It can be easy to forget the duality of our responsibility as Christians. And so, I leave you with this: Go out with the intention of being like Mary and Elizabeth today, and know that when you turn in for the night you will be more Christ like than imaginable.

LinC Retreat Dec. 2010 with AMAZING youth and leaders--true servants of Christ

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Remembering the reason for the season: Happy Advent!



This year, try to focus more on the WHY we celebrate Christmas, and less of the HOW.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Shaking hands with Jesus...

Fact: Jesus lives in you and me, though many times we don't treat this as a truth. Really, we more often act as if it is just a matter of opinion, depending on the person. Today, I was reminded of this simple fact, despite human misconceptions of where Christ is and is not, as I walked around in San Francisco distributing coats, socks and other warm clothing to the homeless. Honestly, I was a little nervous about the trip for a few different reasons. 1. I went with another youth group, tagged on as a chaperone to help a friend out, so I hadn't met any of these kids before. 2. I had never gone out on the streets of San Francisco to do such a thing. Now, despite the anxiety I felt, I was also quite excited to go out and share Christ's love with each person we encountered. We left on the bus at eight o'clock this morning, ready to do God's work! Unfortunately, once we got there, with more than 20 trash bags full, it began to rain and it was difficult to find anyone on the streets in need of warm clothing because they were in essence trying to stay warm elsewhere.

The youth quickly became disheartened as they walked miles around looking to give to those in need. I continued to encourage them, trying to get them to go up and down side streets in hopes of finding someone who needed a coat. As we walked a few miles, tired from carrying the bags for over an hour already, we slowly started to hand out a few of the goods. When I gave the jackets to the men we encountered, I couldn't just walk away after they said thank you. I had to know their names, and something told me I needed to shake their hands. Who knows how long they go without the love and comfort of something as simple as human touch found in a handshake. So often they are looked down upon and very rarely given the same common courtesies we'd give anyone else.

Each one of them seemed so surprised when I reached out my hand, grasping theirs, and asking for their names. Their responses were not what I would have expected, because my ears heard one thing, while me heart heard another. When I heard Wayne, I was thinking Lamb of God because Wayne was such a gentle man, very grateful, very polite. Terry was more of a resurrected Christ Jesus, walking on the road to Emmaus, quickly coming, and quickly going, but not without sharing love. Chris, was much like Jesus on the mountain, all alone in a secluded area and he kept saying, "I love you, and I love God." And then there was Lionel. He reminded me of Jesus writing in the sand, as he was hunched over in a chair on the side of the street. As I shook the hand of each of these men, all I could think was that I was shaking hands with Jesus. It was a powerful experience.

From the long day in San Francisco, I came home to reflect on how I many times fail to recognize Christ in others and even more so I fail to bring Him to everyone without bias or exclusion. I was reminded of the story of Mary and her visitation to her cousin Elizabeth (Luke 1:39-55). Two very important things happened with that occurrence and they are quite telling of how we should all approach this world: Mary not only carries Jesus (literally in her womb) to Elizabeth, but Elizabeth quickly recognizes Jesus in her. We should all be so convicted to carry Christ to others like Mary, and so quickly see him in others, like Elizabeth.

And, so I pray for every reader, that our Lord rest in your heart, mind and soul, as you seek to bring Him more into your life, and carry Him into the lives of others. Remember that He will use you, and just as much use your brothers and sisters in Christ. With reckless abandon, and without bias, let us go out to love and serve one another. Thanks be to God!